La la la la la life is wonderful

02Dec08

So I got out of class in a mood worse than any I’ve been in in a long time. Not only was I tired and cold and bored I was lonely frustersted and depressed. So waiting for the bus I turned on Jason mraz and as usual was instantly put in a better mood.

This doesn’t mean I’m not still emo right now because I am. But his music puts a mood in me where I can see the silver lining.

I am broke. Like zero dollars to my name. No money and need to stop using my cards even for necessities because thy are all almost maxed. But at least I know that in two week I will r working much more plus my student loan comes in in january ad on top of that I am doing some freelance work for some extra cash. Also not havin money means I can focus on another aspect of my life.

School. Two weeks left in the semester and I am behind or I feel like I am. I need to play catch up but there are only two more weeks. Than it’s work only. And I’m not graduating in may because of the budget cuts but that means less classes per semester which means less stress and more money from work. Starting to get better right?

Other issues with me are that when it’s cold and grey and holidays I get lonely. I haven’t met anyone but I know they will come. I am gonna stop looking. Spend the holidays with me and my family. Take some time to center myself and just be me.

Jason I don’t know how you do it but spmethin between the beautiful melodies mixed with the uplifting lyrics hits the litle nerve endings in my ears and suddenly electric charges surge through my brain and down through my body to the deepest parts of my heart and then it makes me smile again.

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