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I’ve noticed within myself lately a habit that I have that I think many others must also. I’ve noticed that whn I see someone who is different or I don’t like or I think is weird or anything that makes me uncomfortable I catch myself warning them. Once I notice it. I quickly compliment them. [...]


why is human attraction such a fucked up situation. Why cant people just say what the feel, do what they want, and not have regrets or qqualms about it later. Why do we instead terrorize ourselves with the games and rules of dating and such. I dont understand it. I dont relaly enjoy it. But [...]


Practice

28Mar09

Today was awesome. Woke up with a hangover that could have put the biggest alcoholic out of commission. Well. That may be a slight exaggeration but in reality my head was throbbing, my stomach churning, and i was wondering why I said some stupid things and where the fuck all these bruises came from. Last [...]


he makes me sad.
the end.


With downcast eyes
There’s more to living than being alive

Are you where you thought you’d be
So beautiful and only twenty-three
Opposition rests in the hearts
With no, with no, with no opportunity
It’s not that we don’t talk
It’s just no one really listens and honesty fades
Like a politician lost in the course
All smiles and no one remembers our names

With [...]


Fuck the Game

04Feb09

My last 3 posts have been about him. You know the one. The awesome guy in LA who makes me smile and feel special. The one who i wake up and wish I was holding. The one I cant bear to leave at the airport. The one who plays slaphand and cuddles and plays. The [...]


17Jan09

Just because I’m dating some random chick doesn’t mean I’m retarded
Kyla on being Kyla


listening.

15Jan09

Is this where the interstate ends?
In coastal towns like this
Waiting for my world to cave under
We seem to invent ourselves (we seem to invent ourselves)
In places left unknown
If hope could only find me out
Is this the end of everything we know? (We know)
This is the end of everything I am
Is anybody out there?
Hello! Hello!
Broken hearts [...]


Driving home from LA. Lots of thoughts going through my head. Good times. Goodbyes I didn’t want to make. Butt is tired from sitting in the damn cAr. Happy yet sad. Here’s a highlight version of the trip
Getting lost on I 5 who does that?
Blasting 311 on the 118 to get in the mood.
Sleeping in [...]


WTF

06Jan09

sometimes i get in these moods. where there is no reason but my brain wont fucking shut off. this is one of these times. when my head feels like it is going to explode and throughts flow through my brain waves faster than i can catch them. i have nothing to be angry at or [...]