Posts Tagged ‘thinking’

2008 was fucking insane. A mess of people experiences good and bad dreams loss gain fuckk. It was a lot to take in. And honestly I don’t want to have another year as crazy I know that for a fact.
I’m sitting in simi valley at someones house I barely know. As the boys [...]


forgetting

16Nov08

im stuck in a constant bettle in my mind over forgetting or dreaming. Is it really true that if you want something bad enough you can have it? Is it true that you get what you deserve? Is it true that some things are better left undone? I guess that anything is possible. I just [...]


unprofound should be a word. thesaurus says that the antonym is stupid or ignorant but i believe that something being unprofound is completely reasonable.
Anyways I havent posted in ages. Things have been hectic but also I have just become lazy. Ive forgotten how great it feels to write out all of the things that you [...]


I am sitting at work and contemplating how some people come and leave your life without leaving any physical trace. They come in and they move you and change you and affect you and really get under your skin. They may be a random person on a bus or they may be someone you spend [...]


Allowing a new person into your life is hard.
It is even harder when they say the right things, act the right way, and smile at you where you can feel their eyes penetrating deeper into you
and they say that you are interesting and intriguing and they like you
and they would like to know you more [...]


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Surreality?

15Jun08

reality is a strange strange thing. Many times I find myself in situations that I feel are not really happening. kind of like your brain does a mental double-take.
The other day I decided to ride my bike home from work. I took a completely random route. i rode through side streets and up hills and [...]


Humans are strange. The whole human interaction and relationship thing boggles my mind. What are the points of forming a relationship with someone when every human dies? I guess that goes hand in hand with the pondering life question as well, but this to me is on a different level.
Why is it that people meet [...]


another page

06Jun08

reading is wonderful. I have always read. I have always loved to get lost in a good book. Recentely I have been going through books faster than I used to go through packs of cigarettes. Maybe its a replacement for smoking? I am not sure. But I have realized that i do not read like [...]


today I rode my bike to work.

I know I know. Not the most monumental story. Its not one that is going to hit newsstands across the country. “EXTRA EXTRA. GIRL RIDES BIKE TO WORK!! CMON! .50 CENTS! EXTRA”  Haha. Not quite. But it was different for me. Doing something new is always outside of someone [...]